Thursday, December 28, 2006

First night



Tonight is the first night of work... I am freaking out LOL my stomach is turning... I hope and pray that I can stay up all night for 12 hrs. Wish me luck :) lol

I have 2 new kits coming out, to be in the Digi Scrap Central shop soon pictures above.

Ok, I better get going now and get off to work.

Friday, December 22, 2006

It's over

Party! I am so thankful that it is over! Very proud of myself for getting it done and graduating. We started with 22 people and 9 of us were left for todays graduation! We rock ;)

I will now be working 3 on 4 off, 12 hr shifts and from 6pm-6:30am and doing IT ALL working full time and being a mommy full time! I know that it will be hard but where there is a WILL there is a WAY right?! ;)

We are going to make Cookies for Santa tomorrow and the kids are just getting tooo excited! As am I! I cannot wait to see their faces!

Just a little update for you all that care ;)

Merry Christmas to you all and Happy New Year!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

First day

Of clinical. It went great! Not to bad :) I am just THANKFUL that all the testing is OVER for now :) lol Until i get up to Reno at the College and take my test to become official.

Christmas is next week. How crazy!! Ryan and Emma are getting really excited for Santa to come. Our child care giver has been reading them Christmas stories and the other day Ryan starts to tell me the story and it was just to cute to hear his version of it. I just love it!

We are going to leave fudge, cookies and milk out for Santa and I think that the kids are going to get a KICK out of seeing it there before bed and then it all gone with a little note in the morning, LOL HOW lame am I, I am getting choked up just typing that, I am such a sap LOL but I am so excited for them.

Anyhow... My little man is sick :( we all had colds within the last 3 weeks and his has gone to not just ONE but TWO ears :( He's got an ear infection in both of this cute little ears :( I took him to Urgent Care today after school and he got some medication so we'll start that tonight as soon as hunny gets home from picking it up :) 10 days and he should be better, But it just BROKE my heart to talk to him on the phone today and hear his sad little voice and NOT be able to hold him and love on him and tell him that it would be ok, I of course started to cry.

I hate it when the kids get sick, I feel helpless :(

I hope all is well with you all! Talk to you all later :)

Saturday, December 16, 2006

2 down 1 to go

Weeks that is :)

Monday is our final exam 30% of our grade... all True/False then we are out on the floor on Tuesday for clinical....YIKES Just rocking and rolling on. I'll be glad to be done that is for sure!!!!

Can you believe that Christmas is a week away?! I cannot! Better get the gifts wrapped up.

Hope all is well with you all that are reading this.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

1 1/2 weeks down

1 1/2 weeks to go and I'm still kicking butt. In highschool I was NEVER the "smart" one. But I am now and it's giving me a little ego boost ;) We took our test for yesterday and out of 11 people only 2 didn't have to re-take it. ME and the only guy in our class. We had a vocab test on monday over 282 terms....only 42 of those were on the test...I got 100%. CRAZY! I am amazed at what I can do these days. The good Lord above is making sure that I get through this I just know it! We are ending up this week here in 2 days and we will have a final and then start clinicls on monday. YIKES.

We got dementia training yesterday (the agency that I am going has the only dementia ward here in town) and it sounds like it's going to be very interesting to work with those people. I am very interested in it!

I went and got my first 2 pairs of scrubs and a pair of shoes. I wore the shoes yesterday to break em' in a little bit and washed my scrubs, I don't want to look TOOO green out on the floor ;)

I am in the process of making a new kit called "Tuscany" It's turning out great :) Look for a freebie coming soon ;)

Hope all is well with you that read this :) I better go now and start getting ready for school :)

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Day 3

Of my classes, so far so good. I am carrying an A so far wahoooo!!!!!!!! I am learning TONS and getting smarter by the second ;) 3 days down 12 to go, I'll be happy when it is over! :) Anyhow...that is all I have time for right now, I have to get my butt to studying. Talk to ya'll later :)

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Christmas Tree





Some layouts and a picture for your enjoyment ;)

Friday, December 01, 2006

Today I cry

Some people shouldn't have kids a perfect example is this Mother, Stephfather and Grandmother.


Here is the story, Grab some tissue!!!

Six inches taller and twice the weight she was when she escaped the confines of her family's Como Street apartment nearly a year ago, a Carson City girl asked a judge Wednesday to lock her grandmother up until she was 85 years old.

"Because of you, instead of driving a car, going out on dates, looking and feeling like a regular teenager, I am now a 17-year-old in fourth grade, learning what I should have learned a long time ago," the 98-pound Jasmine said breathlessly but unflinchingly to her grandmother Esther Rios, 57. "I am 4 feet, 6 inches tall. I still can't walk or run right. My teeth are badly damaged. I need glasses now. I really don't know who I am or where I belong because of you."

The judge didn't let Jasmine down. For two counts of child abuse and two counts of false imprisonment, Esther Rios, 57, will be in prison until she is at least 85. The ringleader of the five years of unbelievable abuse against Jasmine and David will likely die in prison. The judge gave her a maximum of 70 years.

"Ms. Rios, I think you're the reason why we are all here. I have no idea why you'd treat your grandchildren like you did. What happened to these kids is absolutely grotesque," said District Court Judge Bill Maddox. In his decision he rejected the defense argument that Rios and her daughter Regina were trying to protect Jasmine from an eating disorder. "I'm not sending any mixed messages here. I want to make it real clear that we have to protect our children."

Jasmine, her brother David and two healthy siblings testified along with three doctors during the day-long sentencing hearing for Esther Rios, Regina Rios and Regina's husband, Tomas Granados.

Though the prosecution offered Regina Rios and Granados pleas to lesser charges, the judge's sentences didn't reflect any additional mercy. They, too, received the maximum.Regina Rios received up to 55 years in prison on two counts of permitting child abuse and one count of false imprisonment. Granados received up to 35 years on one count of permitting child abuse and one count of false imprisonment.

On Jan. 19, deputies found Jasmine weighing just 41 pounds and pushing a shopping cart of food three blocks from her home. When questioned, she told officers she'd escaped from the bathroom and that she and her brother had been locked there by their grandmother for the past five years where they were beaten and starved. When police went to the apartment, they found 11-year-old David, weighing 31 pounds, hiding under a bed. His toes were frostbitten and his legs and feet deformed from living in the cramped quarters of the master bedroom bathroom. A pediatrician said the children's bodies were reminiscent of the victims of Nazi death camps. Officers also found three other healthy children in the home.

On Wednesday, looking like a 7-year-old, a now 12-year-old David was dressed smartly in a suit and tie, with glasses resting on his nose. He took the stand for the first time and spoke directly to his mother and grandmother.

"Grandmother, why did you lock me up? Why did you beat me and my sister and make (another sister) bust open my head? You didn't feed me for three days. You were mean to me and my sister," the 4-foot-tall boy said as he glared at Esther Rios. "I should be in sixth grade, but I'm in third because you wouldn't let me go to school. I'm short because you wouldn't feed me. I can never see Mommy again because of what you did."

Nearly a year later, David has gained 14 pounds and is able to walk. A speech impediment, making his speech hard to decipher 316 days ago, was barely noticeable after months of therapy. "Mommy, I miss you. Why didn't you let us out? Why did you listen to Grandmother?" The boy sobbed as he looked at his weeping mother, Regina Rios, 34. "I forgive you for everything, but I can't trust you anymore."

His emotion was contagious. Maddox was seen wiping his eyes, as was the court reporter. "Do you have anything to say to Tomas Granados?" Chief Deputy District Attorney Anne Langer asked David."Yes," the boy said staring angrily at his stepfather. "You're ugly."

David's 18-year-old brother, whom the judge said could not be named, read a statement in which he talked of the family's fear of being separated and how now a year later he can see how bad it was.

"I thank my sister, the only one who broke out of the fear and became the hero of our family," he said. "My mother, grandmother and stepfather were good people who each had their own problems. They were good people who made a very stupid and bad decision."

Regina Rios read from a three-page statement.

"I am so very sorry, with all my heart for the pain I have caused. Even though my children continue to love me as always, I want them to know I was wrong. God gave me my children to protect, and I have failed," she said. She went on to speak of not being able to stand up to her mother, whom she called an abuser. "Even though I am incarcerated, I am the freest I have ever been. I can finally get help and answers to my questions of why I was not brave enough to do what my most precious, most bravest daughter did - get help and free us all from the lies."

Rios also apologized to Granados."I'm sorry to my dear husband, who only ever tried to love us," she said.Granados spoke briefly, saying he was sorry for not being a better stepfather

I know that I should have been more involved," he said.Esther Rios continued to deny any abuse and said she regretted the decision to lock up the children."I didn't have the enough courage to go and seek outside help," she said

Jasmine's and David's foster mother, who asked to not be identified, also testified to the progress the children have made with the help of a new family and a battalion of doctors and therapists.

"At age 12, David celebrated his birthday for the first time. Jasmine celebrated her first birthday at the age of 17," the woman said. "They had been held in captivity for so long that they had no concept of the outside world. Neither remembered seeing a butterfly before, and were concerned it might bite. The moon and the stars were also amazing to them. In the nine months we have had them, they have learned to swim, ride bikes, and go to different schools without anxiety."

The foster mother also spoke of the abuse the healthy children in the home had to endure as well."Thought must also be given to the three siblings. The adults in the family taught them to lie and show no pity or mercy. They learned it was acceptable to brutalize another human being and that their brother and sister were subhuman."

In closing, District Attorney Noel Waters pointed to the progress of the children in their foster home, as proof of the abuse they endured."It just shows the miracle of what a little love can do," he said.

I feel myself holding my kids just a little longer and tighter, hugging them more. I thank God for that little girls courage. It really makes me sad, mad, horrified that something like this happends ALL the time and in this case, just down the road from me.

Thanks for reading (if you made it this far) :)